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;_________; why wont anyof my favourite scanslation pages update!? T_T I've been waiting for more goong for ages!! And Lovely Complex!! It's cospiracy, no other way to put it! =/ I'm going to play DDR with sara here in a few, she should be here soon. I had...a very boring and tiresome day, I compleatly conked out in first period! x__x I cant get "bycle" by Queen out of my head cause Madi was listening to queen in 4th period ~__~! I went to hobby lobby with my mom and got some really pretty beads to mess around with for jewellry class~ but yeah...I STILL LOVE THOSE PICS YOU TOOK CHAKA!
<333 bai ^^
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[20 May 2005|04:40pm] |
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goddamnit man!
My internet went down last night.
I was so insanley bored.
So bored I didnt know what to do with myself.
So I talked on the phone a bunch, re-read Kare first love, and did the girly thing, I was so bored that I put on make-up for no reason, spending a good 45 minutes making it perfect, then dressed up. Man, I didnt know I could be that pretty. I guess it just goes to show you if you work at it, anyone can shine.
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wow that was cheesy.
I was really sad I was alone to witness my transformation, but oh well.
I slept in today, and went to see Star-zizzle wars with my dad and Sara. It was actually really good, and I had had such poor expectations for it. It made me sad and I almost cried although I knew what was gonna happen.
WHY??!!!
WHY DID THEY HAVE TO CAST ANNIKAN AS A SEXY MAN!!????
WHY DID SUCH SEX BECOME A PEICE OF CHARBROILED BBQ???!!!!
its wrong I tell you T___T
*pif*
So later I hope to go out with Sara and maybe Alex cause I dont feel like computing tonight, I want social interaction damnit!
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[18 May 2005|03:22pm] |
Alas, that love, whose view is muffled still,
Should, without eyes, see pathways to his will!
Where shall we dine? O me! What fray was here?
Yet tell me not, for I have heard it all.
Here's much to do with hate, but more with love.
Why, then, O brawling love! O loving hate!
O any thing, of nothing first create!
O heavy lightness! serious vanity!
Mis-shapen chaos of well-seeming forms!
Feather of lead, bright smoke, cold fire, sick health!
Still-waking sleep, that is not what it is!
This love feel I, that feel no love in this.
Dost thou not laugh?
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| hey hey mama~! |
[16 May 2005|05:04pm] |
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so uh...why do I bother with school anymore?
I'm not doing anything in any classes except english and math.
We had a wonderful disscusion on the role of women in world history today. It was quite amusing cause I put myself in the role of a man, Im not too much of a feminest, so :p. Anyways, things are much more fun that way. like Ms.Warren says
"name some words that come to mind when you think of women"
me "sandwich!"
Warren "...alright..."
me: "you know, as in "WOMAN MAKE ME A SANDWICH!"
Warren: "oh...you dont even wanna know where my mind was going..."
XD
I love Ms.Warren.
Im gonna miss the seniors, le sigh
Im gonna go nap.
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| my half asleep voice is sexy?? |
[11 May 2005|12:10pm] |
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Jackson5-ABC (AGAINST MY WILL!! D:) |
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Apearantly, I sound like a "breathy sex kitten" and should go into the phone sex buisness.
Hmm...imagine that.
On another note, I'm really tired/bored...I have to sit through algebra here in 30 minutes...arg.
Thankfully, it'll all be over in 3 weeks.
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| Kwan~za |
[10 May 2005|06:06pm] |
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The Keys to Your Heart
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You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. |
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. |
Your ideal relationship is traditional. Without saying anything, both of you communicate with your hearts. |
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered. |
lolol like...most of that is pretty true except for the self centered last one. wtf ever. I think love is like...hard to come by and once you find it you should hold on. :p
anyways, enough of the cheesyness.
I felt quite invaded last night, for I was on the vent server (a microphone program) and my friend Shin had logged off of it to do something. Well, since I was "alone" I started singing phantom of the opera at the top of my lungs. He came back and was like "You sure do talk to yourself alot" and I was like
"I was singing to myself lol"
"phantom of the opera? I like some of those songs"
"OMFG YOU BASTARD EHTUIYE&*IW^*YIUybuzybUY)&FEY)(*&FYEB(*&!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
yeah
thats how it went
I was really embarrassed and slightly pissed, could you tell?
I just got my hair cut. Its really weird
its all in my face
and feels funny. My forehead itches..
My algebra teacher is a whore I hate her.
I need to paint tomorrow so I dont get a zero in drawing T__T;
OMFG I absolutly LOVE the newer version of Romeo and Juliet with Leo Decrap (I dont usually care for him) but this movie was flippin wonderful, the whol modern concepts with the old english, fantastic, brilliant, I loved it. I cried at the end, the death scene..the way it was done...omg T_____T *sob*
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[05 May 2005|11:58am] |
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ROFL
these tests are s smart
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wow...this seems...like it would be acurate if I had done any of the above...
except for self contrl, I know Id have ALOT of that...
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[05 May 2005|11:10am] |
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weee~~
Bleach ep.30 came out yesterday.
I watched it, it was boring/wonderful.
Wonderful because Abarai Renji was in it!! X3
didnt do much ROing cause shin was like "Im tired" and abandoned me. And Zy's boyfriend Paul dragged her away to some kind of party. Thus I did other things to amuse me.
I took a nap earlier yesterday. It was nice... all except for the fact..
that when I lied down to sleep for the night at midnight, I couldnt fall asleep untill 3.
I read smutt in first perriod then sketched around a bit.
Nothing interesting is happening.
I have to clean my aunts studio appartment this weekend for akon money.
gah I dont want to. Talk about a waste of a weekend.
Madi started her job, Im happy for her. ^^
I think we dont have algebra today cause of AP testing, its in our classroom. Speaking of which, that test ATE MY SOUL o_O well, I feel like I kicked ass on the DBQ essay and the change over time, but the comparitive...blew. T__T
...this keyboard is dusty.
Shows how much people type in here.
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| bomb bomb bomb |
[03 May 2005|11:51am] |
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okay...
So I was getting around to posting in my LJ, cause I was like "wow I havnt posted in a long time" when on the intercom comes the voice of the office woman saying thats drills arnt working and to exit the building. Aperantly, there was a bomb threat at our school. Of course, I wasnt taking it seriously, so I left my beloved sketchbook in the classroom. Then Mr.Clark pointed out the fact that they wouldnt do a normal drill during AP testing. I was like "holy crap" so...we sat outside in the beating hot sunlight for 20 minutes, in the back on Mr.Clark's truck like thingie. T'was fun, but now Im back in class, and I still have to take my Soul Eating Test.
I wanna get home.
When I do, I can eat a decent meal, hop on RO and vent and be happy as a lark.
In the meantime, I can bearly keep my eyes open, staying up till 3 wasnt a good idea. See I wasnt tired until about 45 minutes ago. Weird , eh?
Go figure, right before my exam I feel like passing out.
Till we meet again~~
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[26 Apr 2005|12:21pm] |
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omg omg Im updating!! o_O
I have not much to say thoug, Im just blah today :/
Im really tired...
Alex is a hooker, so is madi
everyone's a hooker! Hookers that I <3!
I wanna go home, and play RO...atm Im in Mr.Clarks class, cause theres no one in my english class, I came here. Good news though. Im going to akon!!! X3
yes yes, my aunt is taking madi, sara, and myself. Alex is gonna stay with us, but my aunt thinks that he's gay, so he's gonna sleep in the closet XD
It'll be great.
Im cosplaying as the following:
Mamimi from FLCL
Kagome from Inuyasha
Inoue Orihime from bleach
Bri-chan, my priestess from Ragnarok online
<3
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| PHOOOOOONE!!!!!!!!!!!! O________O |
[31 Jan 2005|06:33pm] |
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YAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!!!!!! I GOT A NEW PHONE!!!!! It works!!!! :D
I can see the display screen!
It holds a charge!
It doesnt die!
I can make and recieve calls!
And now I have TEXT MESSAGING!!!!! ^_________^
so yeah! Im so happy! If you wanna text or call me my number-ness is 501-541-7518 ^^
fweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~
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[31 Jan 2005|06:22pm] |
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boy was this weekend eventful! On Friday I went with Margie, Nate, Madi, and Skeeter to see Phantom of the Opera.
OMFG! EVERYONE!
GO SEE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm totally in love with it and I wanna see it again this weekend x_x
The phantom is so goddamned SEXY!!!! O_O
I went and downloaded the whole sound track and have seen listening to it nonstop x_x
Nate on the other hand watched 15 minutes of it and left the theatre, he was like "I dont like musicals" and Im like OMFGWTF? ASS! He snuck into Assault on presinct 13...ewwww...
Saturday Margie, Madi, Tish, Tembre and I hung out. We went to downtown music to see Tanner, lindley, and Jerret's band play. There was a really hot guy there, we played pool, danced, ciggs (W00T!) and Tanner's band wasn't too shabby, they were actually awesome for only being a band for 3 weeks. It was hillarious, cause Tanner was nervous and forgot the words to the song,so he made them up, and it went a little bit like this:
"I look out in the crowd and what do I see?"
"I see my girlfriend to the left with her friends" (Tish being his girlfriend)
"She cut off all of her hair"
"but thats okay!"
The great thing is that he actually made it work. It sounded grood!
So the next day consisted of hangin out pretty much, thats about it. XD
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[27 Jan 2005|04:18pm] |
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I had a bout of self reflection on the bus today.
Thinking about how I felt towards Nate, and how for a few days I thought I loved him because I couldnt get him out of my brain, and I want to see him so bad most of the time. But thinking long and hard made me realize that I just really like him, these extra emotions attached are the effects of being a teenager with raging hormones. Now I really can't help that, but I took a look into the past at my past boyfriends, like David, and remembered how I thought I loved him, but it was just a really strong like. Today I think was a breakthrough for me, I fel like I've unlocked one of the secrets to the universe, as stupid as it sounds. I've learned to differentiate what it is to like and love.
I think I've taken another step into maturity, go me! lol
There is a difference between like, love, and lust, you just have to be wise enough to pick out which it is you feel towards a person.
me? I've figured out that it's a strong like mixed with some lust. That's how I feel about Nate.
And thats only natural for a teenager to feel that way.
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[26 Jan 2005|09:39pm] |
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dude...
I braved school all day today for what? Only to get even more sick than I am.
I was looking forward all day to seeing Nate, but when I got home I had a message from him telling me that Margie had a meeting after school and that the couldnt make it. I was so bummed.
The dumbass bus driver wrote me up, for talking slightly above a whisper. Now I cant ride the bus for 3 days cause she's a whore. Gawd I want my damned car.
Madi, Marige, Alex, and Sara were over here for a while. We hung out and talked.
It was alright. Sara, Madi, and I went to Mcdonalds. Sara and I got happy meals, and in them was a scary ass doll. I threw mine in the back seat at madi, and when we got to my house and out of the car Madi screamed "AHHHHH IT BLINKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" and threw the doll. I had just taken a drink, so I chocked, coughed, and barfed on myself and the ground.... T T;;;
damnit, Im sick. And I laughed myself to barfing.
Thats sad....
I wanna see Nate....
le sigh
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[25 Jan 2005|07:29pm] |
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OMFG jklohauklyenUJDSAMOPREQUYTBOPWTJR GTKL;MNLl;jkl;kjgfdl;'hjkgf;'lhkjirsmuytpd[azlt
w'T,K;
OKAY.......now that thats out of my system, I'll tell you what the spamming was about.
My aunt thinks...that IM SLEEPING WITH NATE! O____O
DUDE WTF??!! I've never been kissed let alone SLEPT with anyone! Let alone NATE!
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well, technically, I have slept with him, but not in the having sex sense.
I was talking to her on the phone and she brings up how she wants to put me on the pill. And I was like WTF? anyways we were talking and she's trying to come up with excuses saying that it'll make my periiod better and I wont have as many cramps and blah blah blah. BS! Sara told me that my aunt Lynn thought I was getting "wild" Im so pissed right now. omfg ><
So besides that, I stayed home sick as a dog today. It sucked. I slept and stayed in bed all day. Im just now really using my computer. so yeah, later.
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[24 Jan 2005|08:32pm] |
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well today I went in for my ultra sound.
It sucked cause I had to pee so bad and they wouldnt let me. x_x
Then the bitchy lady rubbed this jell all over my stomach crushed my bladder making me almost have to pee on myself. It was cool to see my insides though. Everytime I think of ultra sound I think of looking at babies, so stupidly I kept looking for a baby in my stomach...>.>;;
Then I realized I wasnt preggo XD
So she said there wasn't any major problems she could see, but I have medication and if the problem persists to come back. So I;m not barren yet! w00t!
After that I came home and bearly had time to finish cleaning up before Nate,Margie,Tish, and Ishmail arrived. Madi arrived afterwards. when they pulled up Nate started throwing crackers at me...haha very funny.
Nate wouldnt leave me alone about what a clingy drunk I was, making cracks about me sleeping close to him and such. Embarressed the crap outta me, he wouldnt leave it alone! ><
Apearently he didnt mind it, I guess it was fun for him to watch me squirm that asshole >.>;
We played DDR, Nate and Tish decleared that they want to live in my room/house forever. I guess my room is pretty awesome,ne?
When the DDR was moved into my room, people were on my bed in this order. Tish, Ishmail, Nate.
There was room by Nate for me to sit, and I didnt care to sit by him out of embarressment, but when I looked over at him he was rubbing the bed and cooing at me to come closer. I just looked at him, glared really. His reply was "what? it isn't like you havnt slept with me before?"
my reaction: blush, ignore, walk away.
thats all I have to say.
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